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ReMiNdS Me oF mE! My NaMe is Lisa. I LOVE GOD!! i love tennis. i love green. i am very shy. my eyes are blue. i am short. i am really weird. i worry too much. my dog's name is sassy. she is sleeping right beside me. i love music. it is my frickin life. along with tennis. i wear size 8 shoes. i like to look nice. I love my church. i love my friends. i love you lyndsey!!..lol my heart has never been broken. i break hearts.(occasionally) i dont want to live forever on this earth. my sky is purple. i am working my way through the bible. i hate being sad and people who are depressed. i hate conditioning. i dont hate anyone. but i dont love many. i do love color. im ReaLLy a Geek. no one sees that but me. im a really good speller. i LoVe MaTh. im a nail biter. i hate bad habits. i am sickend by people who hurt themselves. i think smoking is ReALLy StuPId. So is drinking. i love liFe. i love to sing. but me loving it does not mean im good at it. i am not easily influenced by others. i know people who are. i have never been kissed. i have found no one worthy of it. i want to fall in love. my mom's mom and my dad's mom have the same names. hmmm. im a country girl. im really smart. i know many great guys. most dont know their great. I LoVe doRiToS. Losing is dumb. i love flowers. i dont have the spirit yett. i want it really bad. i have commitment issues. i want to make new friends. i hate drama. i have never gotten into a "real" fist fight. i never plan to. i dont have many good friends. i want more. i am spoiled. i dont steal. i dont curse. i AM going to heaven. Jesus Loves You. Lee *LiKeS* you too...
WeLL. wHat iS Up?
10.06.05 (2:24 pm)   [edit]
lol. of course nothing with you. lol. silly your a computer...haha i know i know im a geek. so0o0o. today was fun. i got through it painlessly. its all good! cept for today in broadcasting i kinda messed up a few times. i mean i always regained it but he edited it out anyway. and then when i was ending i did the peace up a-town down thing and mr. johnson got mad. i forgot that hand signals were a big no no with the johnsons. all well though. he'll live. tomorrow i have to flippen be at the school ALL DAY! aHHHHHH! from 6 in the morning til 1 oclock at night. what is up with that? im going to be starving! lol. but at least mrs johnson is getting us food. i feel bad cause i didnt get the chance to go up to the festival and help but stacey wanted me to come home after school and i wanted food and then when i got here she left me here when she went to work and i didnt have a ride. i coulda walked...but that just occured to me like nowish. i cant believe that i didnt think of that one..lol. oopsie. but ill make it up tomorrow by working hard! RiGht nOW im WaTcHiN SuRvIvoR! yayayay! i wonder where whitney is she didnt write me back when i imed her but she didnt have the away message on either. maybe shes idle and i just cant tell. all wells. red is on. but i havent talked to her yet. i cant make myself im too lazy..hah! thats sad. but i really have nothing else to say so i reckon ill go. BUT WAIT! WE BEAT THE SENIORS IN POWDERPUFF YESTERDAY! i dont know if we won today though i hope we did. our team is just too good. were gonna be the best senior team this schools ever seen once we get there! XoXoX<3LiSa>
 
HiYa fRiEnDs
10.05.05 (3:28 pm)   [edit]
what is up? im fricking bored and im mad cause i still gotta sit down and do stupid homework. GoSh! lol. man o man today was pretty okay really. i got to go to whitneys house after school and im not thinking straight. what happend today in 7th period already seems far away. i acually thought it all happend yesterday. dang. i must be going crazy. lol. i know i know. YoU aLrEaDy wErE. but momma helped me with my purse cept we still aint got traceys done. so good thing most days i dont see her. all well though. me and whitney were looking at some cute away messages earlier and that was all good. lol and we flipped on the trampoline. it was all good i almolst flew off a few times though...thank the lord her momma bought that net. lol man i am bored. i got some cute quotes to post though...

What do you do when the only person in the world that can stop your tears is the one who made you cry?

You know its love when you cant fall asleep cause reality is better than your dreams.

You never know how much your gonna miss a person till you let them go.

I couldnt sleep last night, all i thought about was you, how you led me on, let me down, i thought you were so special but it wasnt true, so i just closed my eyes to forget about you.

Before i met you i never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for absolutely no reason.

i KNoW i KnOw cute...and oh so true. lol. man i cant figure out what i wanna do. wether or not i wanna spend my 500 dollars or i wanna get that computer. lord knows this one is a piece. but i dont know what to do. i reckon im just greedy cause other people would be freakin ecstatic to get a new computer with nothing else. lol. i guess ill just get the computer though. you cant survive in this world without technology and i LoVe technology. so im not letting this oppurtunity pass. i really dont know though. see now im having second thoughts. but its a LONG TIME til Christmas so i guess really i gotta do is have my answer by then...hahaha im rambling again. all well. might as well. omGsH i totally thought tomorrow was pack day. haha i was wondering why they wanted us to be up there so early. i mean thats more then a week. DaNG no ones on the net. oh yea! today was retro day or whatever where you dressed as the style of one of the decades. it was kinda cute what some people did. specially angus..lol. his frickin high waters were killin me. tomorrow is support the cause day. im wearing my whole outfit as pink and yellow. pink for breast cancer cause of polly's momma and then yellow for the troops cause of whitneys daddy. he sent her an email and i was reading it. it was a happy email but it just made me wanna start ballin cause of what they must be going through. i dont know how they do it. but yea. thier some strongens. i havent talked to s.j all day! Go Me! so i reckon ima go cause im bored and like i said...homework awaits. so ttyl. bYe ByE XoX<3LiSa LoOo>
 
DaNg!
10.04.05 (1:49 pm)   [edit]
lol. i havent been on here in like a minute...lol. well today i got a letter from erin. turns out she is my person.lol. YaY! i keep forgetting to call amy and tell her that the bloomingdales place got closed down. WoOpSiE! lol. man o man ive been so0o0o busy. and now im moving on to a new "s.j. free" time of my life. yea yea. i aint going into details but hes got a g/f now. all well. lol. theres plenty more oreos in the cookie jar..lol. and volleyball ended yesterday *tEaR* :'( but all that is done with until when im a junior...AHHHHH! that seems so far away right now! meanwhile. me and whit are getting closer. though she seems as if shes reluctant to go down this road again cause of alast time it kinda stopped. i mean we were still friends but still. i think we'll be close though. man i cant get over how long its been since the last time i blogged lol. anyways. our d-group started this book called every young womens battle. and ya know what? theres alot of shockers in it. lol but its all good cause thats what its all about, learning, repenting, and maturing in Christ. just gotta love it. i cant make up my mind about wether or not i want to write erin back. i mean i want too but i dont know if it would be weird. i just dont..lol. shes such a sweetie. lol. MaN o MaN im bored again..lol i know that tomorrow will be the only day that i aint doing something after school which is comforting so that i dont miss v-ball too much. although i do...again :'( hahaha! anywho. i reckon ima go and mess around with my blog layout some cause im bored and im sick of the way it looks. LoVe YaZ XoX! -LiSa
 
bEaUtIfUl aCciDeNt
09.10.05 (3:28 pm)   [edit]
lol. i dont know why i just wrote that as the title cause i really have nothing to say about it or even close to it..lol. but i read it in a book and just thought it was a great combination of words. lol. well today was fun but leaves me feeling bad again. i was walking throught the door of my house when im like the phone is ringing..lol. odd timing and who was it but none other then sj. it was pretty cool. so i went out with him all day here and there. and we went to his house and "hung" lol. nothing even close to more then friends happend. so whatever with that stuff..lol. just lucky to know him. gosh his family is so awesome. im glad im so tight with em..lol. their pretty cool and they make some awesome memories...doublayoovay...lol. im lovin it. but i cant wait to go to church later. its really gonna be great. tomorrow i mean i just read that i wrote later..lol. im glad were starting a new series. its gonna flippen rock. i doubt ill win that ipod but hey...it could happen. lol. i really hope that whitney can come. she needs to see what its could be like. sj does too but he just lives too far away. although he did seem interested in that pod..lol. but then ms j asked if he really wanted to go and hes all like no. and im like that means yes..lol. but i dont think hes a coming. thats okie dokie though cause one of these days i will make him come. im so freakin bored. momma acted all mad on the phone and then i got here and shes like umm...ToTaLLy NoT! so i got all worked up otha nothin..lol.l i hope the j's dont worry about it. i dont think they will though. and hopefully they ask me over again cause ima get stephen again at halo! lol. i had him! i got him once. hey he got me about 30 times more. but i managed to do what two of his friends put together couldnt do. well thats about it. oh yea. js likes me..lol. im sure he'll survive though. i did. LoVe yA alWaYs...Lee
 
hey hey long time no talky..lol
09.06.05 (1:20 pm)   [edit]

well everything that i just wrote got erased that sucks. but what i had just told you about was that s.j said that he thought about me too much as like a sister and that he wants to protect me. but that the thought of kissing me would be weird. aggreed. but still hes so hot..lol. well im trying to get oveer him and i hope that in his free time...what there is of it anyway that we will get to hang out just as much as we do now. he said that he still wanted to be good friends and that if anything changed he wouldnt be happy. but he4s the best friend i got when i aint worried about him liking me back ya know what i mean?  meanwhile im getting better in volleyball and im up[ at the library right now so im typin pretty darn fast 6 minutes left...lol. i hope i make the cut. i saw omar up here huggin on some girl. she was blonde but i didnt get to see her face. all well i bet it was beautiful. or at least to him..lol. i cant believe that all this has happend with s.j and i feel so good with life! i mean i aint got nothin to complain about at the present moment. maybe the pile of homework awaiting me but thats about it for real..lol. well i think that i need ta go 5 minutes leftnow and i still need ta log out. i hope s.j gets in today in the game. what can i say? i care about him..lol. so of course i hope he does well. oh yea..p.s. i think that devin might have to hots fer me..lol. that or hes getting really desperate..lol. well ill ttyl. sorry about the lack of updates you know how it is... *mUaH*
 
FaLLiN sO FaSt
08.28.05 (7:02 am)   [edit]
hey people. i havent been on here in a while since i got grounded from the computer for a little bit of back talk. well...heres what ya missed. friday night we went to the game as planned. but then a unsuspected storm stuck upon us so in about the 3rd quarter me, stace, john, and brandon headed out for the bowlin alley. it was pretty fun there. have ta say that i miss bowling..lol. i love it. its soo much fun! im pretty good at it too..lol. anyways. at the alley brandon hears that we lost to southern...i mean come on its southern. so i was pretty bummed out about that...but its all good..lol. so all night friday i was flippen out about how my saturday was gonna go...turns out i didnt need to worry. i mean come on its the johnsons...lol. im such a geek sometimes. but yesterday was one of the best days of my life..lol. only one notch down from camp. cause that camp was just too great. but yea..it was definately up there. i still cant believe in wasnt a dream..lol. first we went to this mexican restauraunt...turns out i dont like mexican food..lol. and then we headed to the fair. it was really akward at first but then we went and rode the rides. that was fun. other than the himalaya which was pretty weird cause i felt like i was squishin him. we got on the enterprise and of course im scared to death cause i always am. but hes nice about it and when im sittin there like omgsh omgsh hes like are you still scared? im like heck yes were still moving arnt we. so he puts his arms around me and all is better..lol. and then from then on he just kept doing sweet stuff like that..lol. AwESoMe! well ill ttyl...im too happy to type..lol.
 
oK dAy
08.24.05 (2:16 pm)   [edit]
today was perty great up unitil v-ball practice. i kept missing balls. and then mr. j hollered at me. well not really hollerd but he...i dunno. but it made me upset..lol. i was feelin pretty bad. but omgsh i havent told you the news yet have i? last night i was talkin to s.j and he said gosh i hate freshmen. i said why they never did nothin to you and then he said cause one of em likes me. so i was like oh. you know...not sure how he felt about it. i was like well do you like her? hes like hahaha no. i said oh you know you want her body you think shes sexy..lol. but he said umm no its the other way around. i was like oh...well then who do you like...and this is great...it really is...he said you.:-* i was so happy. and the best part is that i dont feel any different. i still like him! lol. im so happy. but on the bad side. theresas henoch schanelin purpura is getting worse! im so scared for her. i know its not too big of a risk but its rare anyway. and i really dont want anything bad to happen to my t. i LoVe HeR so MuCh! lol. im prayin for her. and then yea..lol. johnson was acting mad today im not really sure about what. but thats fine with me. i just hope hes in a better mood by tomorrow. cause it makes me feel like crap when hes like that. but at least i dont have to do anything tommorrow in broadcastin. hopefully i wont have any homework tomorrow for study hall its suppose to be shorter and were gonna have to serve in a rectangle for like eVEr! but i dont care at all. i like serving! iTs FuN! and it aint like ima get in the game anyway. lol. i wonder where casey is. speakin of her i told her that i liked s.j today and she was cool with it so im all happy! but i really dont know. i like him and all just not all the baggage with him. ill get ova it though. hes so hot..lol. well. i reckon ima go but i really dont want to. i doubt that me and s.j will talk today though. just a preminition. all well though. i wonder if you can study astronomy without being against God. well i know that you can if you want to but it just interferes with Him so much i wouldnt wanna do that to Him or myself. then again its when your relationship is strong that you can face things that doubt it. maybe God is calling me to study it(because i love it) and find something that links Him to everything. unlike all the scientifical theories. well i had to get that out. lol. i feel better. but i still want some kind of answers. God might gimme em though. i think He will. GoSh. im so BoreD. i wanna talk to s.j...lol. i cant stand going so long without him. just thinking about him gives me butterflys. i wanna go somewhere with him. bAdLy. i wanna go to the movies and see something scary so i can get all cuddly..lol. but i dont wanna ask and i really dont want momma to know that im like kinda in a way talking to him. not until its official anyway. but i really do wanna go somewhere with him. but thats that. im talkin to my t bugg and ashley and meg and the whole crew.ttyl. LoVe LiSa
 
HiYa FoLkS
08.23.05 (2:43 pm)   [edit]
today has totally rocked squirt...lol. but yea. its been pretty great. we lost in both our games to valley but at least i got in ya know? and i hit my serve over and in and then i hit a pass to the setter. it over went a little but its all good no one noticed..lol. cept for me and kel. but all well...haha that rhymed. i wish i coulda spent more time with meagan at the game cause she looked bored. but johnson wanted a scratch of the book for himself. anyway. me and stephen sucessfully flirted a number of times today...lol. yea i knOw! sHoCkInG! omGsH i hadnt told you yet..MEAGAN MADE ME TELL HIM I LIKED HIM. and his dad was right there...dangit..lol. but its okie dokie. cause he wasnt like...oh...well. he was like OH! weLL! lol. but of course he already knew. but anyways. next sub. casey was really upset about something on the bus ride home. i wish the girl would talk to me. i tried to tell her that she did good but i dont think that was it anyway. she was bothered about her ankle. and i dont know what to say about that situation. but i do feel bad for her. and today was a good day for theresa cause she got her kiss..lol. i accidentally let it slip at lunch but if id known it was a secret i so wouldnt of said anything. i didnt even know for real. ive become pretty trustworthy and all...yAy! lol. i reckon you just gotta let me know about rather or not its a hush hush thing..lol. but im happy for her. i hope she gets what she wants. but anyways thats all for now. im tired and i wanna go to bed but i just cant..lol. not yet anyways. well ttyL <3 LiSa>
 
Bi-PoLaR
08.22.05 (2:42 pm)   [edit]
DaNg. kids. theres got to be something wrong with me. im like having these crazy mood swings and i feel so bad when i sit there and talk about how i feel and how im sad and i know that no one wants to hear it. i dont even wanna hear it but without me saying something its like im gonna explode. I, t, and case were all having pretty rotten days. me and t had the same problemo...guys actin like they just caint get enough of you when your alone but in person...ohhh no. they cant take the time outta thier Oh So BuSy DaY to say hi...or hey. or...glad to see you...and blah blah blah. and casey was so upset because she cant play volleyball until she gets her ankle checked out. and shes too scared to do that cause it might bench her for the rest of the season. i feel so bad for her. shes helpless. and i know i know...stop talkin about yourself and your own problems but i need to get it out DUDE!~ stephen...ugh...HIm. there are no words. im to the point where ima lay it out for him take it or leave it. i like him so much and its like he cant see. even his dad sees. but nope...not him. and i know mr. j thinks im lying...or on crack or just crying out for attention. but IM NOT! i was sad when i went into bc. then i was fine in there. almolst crying walking into the gym...fine after a half an hour. its cause when i get my mind offa it im totally fine. its all good. but i just cant stand it anYMORE! some freshmen asked him for his number! whats that about? hes so cute and he cant even see it. its so annying that they cant see whats right in front of thier faces. john couldnt...now he cant. and its like...uGH! why do they act like they wanna be with you and all that crap to you when your not face to face but then when you are...its like hey...bye...im not cool with that. i dont know though. im just literally praying that if it does happen...it aint like it was with everyone else. i hope i DO REALLY LIKE HIM! gosh. well today i had to do the announcements...stacey gave me some pointers..like if i mess up do like a HaHAHa laugh to make everyone be like...laughin too ya know...and keep going. i just wanna do it to where people acually like watchin the announcements. and thier meanies if they dont..lol. so. BaLaMMaLaMMa. so. haha i done said that. i feel better now getting all that out. dang. today it was like the whole school was ready to just box. even i was and when i get like that...DaNG. i think its cause its the full moon tonight. thinking about it the other day devin said it was lookin pretty full. so yep. thatid be it. a fight friday. put my lab partner in the hospital. and today charlie got knocked. and then there was a shouting fight before the charlie thing. its nuts. people just need to calm down. including me. well brittany just informed me that shell be at my game tomorrow. ThAt ToTaLLy RoCkS sQuIrT. lol. and me and meagan had a heart to heart. she said...that i never talk to her at school but i always talk on the computer. but when i talk to her it makes me feel like im a retard. cause i feel like a geek. then i told her that when i talk to her tomorrow and i dont shutup shell be the one to blame..lol. she said lets just face it we use to be best friends and it aint ever gonna be the same. but i want it to be! she rocks my face off...i know....my poor face..lol but i think were gonna be cool now that we got everything out. today is just one of them kinda days. everyone connects...but then again...it seems like no one will listen to each other...okay now i done went and got myself confused..lol. all well. tomorrows picture day..ahhh! better hope my hairs lookin good. right? thats cool though its cool cause i think ima be lookin cute..lol. cant wait. im a little unexcited about the whole missing geometry thing though. he gave us nine worksheets today. i mean they were easy. but i think were starting some new topics tomorrow...i know fast paced and im gonna miss it..lol. ill just have to see what God gives me to work with...lol. but ima go to his class and get the papers i missed anyway so i can do them in study hall. (we have a game tomorrow at valley). yea. its like that..lol. i hope caseys x-rays come back normal. i HOPE I HOPE I HOPE! well i reckon ima go...nvm cause brittany stopped talking. so what else could i add to my beautiful blog of the day. ummm...some guys said something really uncalled for after charlie got mobbed he said...now yall see us niggas dont play. me and theresa were like...that was really mean. but then a african american girl came along and we overheard her saying...that was all just stupid. people need to mind thier buisness and stop actin a fool. that was really uncalled for. me and t were like...well that put back what the guy made us take away. i reckon that just because most people of a certain group arnt what i would like to associate myself with dosnt mean that you shouldnt give eVeRyOnE a chance and hear em all out. and that makes me happy :) not everyone has lost thier sensability. well i reckon i really am done now...im rambling..thats never good. TtYl
 
RoCkiN!
08.21.05 (3:11 pm)   [edit]
today had been a completely incredibly day! LeMMe CouNt the ways. well...starting off. i got a new guitar. happy happy :) and then i got to go to church and hear this totally awesome sermon...thanks john manard. and ThEN! i got fazolis...i know...ground breaking. so i came home. and God is just moving in me i can feel it! it feels great. which makes me wanna do something for Him cause hes done so much for me. i think that the my favorite line outta the whole sermon was when he said...."whatever you have to do. no matter wether you feel comfortable or not. God will help you...you need to do it...it dosnt matter if that means standing in your chair and shouting out to God right now. it dosnt matter if it means standing on the lunchroom table and evangelising to your school...its not gonna be comfortable but you need to do it! Talking to someone at your school. inviting them to come and share the gospel with you at church. its what God wants. Do iT!" wow. that soo moved me. im gonna be such a good influence and my church attitude isnt gonna be different from my every other time attitude. God..you cant help but love him. and im so excited about my guitar. i already know the string noteS! yay! me and momma had it in tune and then decided it didnt sound right so its like waaaaay ScReWeD uP! all well though. cause im musical like that. lol. MaN o MaN. im so happy! but last night i was totally kinda leavin hahemm little signs of my liking...lol i think it might backfire. im not sure he likes me. its really scary to be in this position. lol. but i think i might talk to him about it tonight. if we get to chat i mean. i dont like not knowing. so ima do my best to find out. lol. and if it dont turn out the way i wanted...ill just gradually get over him and move on. i need to focus on school anyway. its kinda hard when cute people are walking the halls. looking magnificent in all thier cuteness..lol. but thats okay. i got my sassy and i got my God. lol. gotta love it. well i g2g. im trying to convince brittany to go to church and im pulling out every bit of info i can to mak her come....so ttyl
 
wHeN tHe RaiN FaLLs
08.20.05 (12:48 pm)   [edit]
hIyA. iM BoReD. and iTs stormin pretty good over here and im a little scared but not too much. at 8 tonight i get to watch terminal. im happy cause ive been wanting to see it! MaN. im bored. but thats the norm. BaLaMMaLaMMa. yep today has just about sUcked. im kinda not feeling good. yea. thats life. this is walgreens. yo soy verde y azul. tengo quince anos. es la seis y veinte dos. Me Gusta juega el tenis y el voileball. Fairdale es mi bario. yo amor tu se quien. well. thats enough of that. lol. i cant remember my places anymore. so i cant say nothing like that. Cuiadado.;) LoL. DaNg...i AM BoReD. this entry is like spanning over 20 minutes so far. prolley will last about 2 hours...arnt you loved? i know i know..its crazy! so lets me talk about school. i love school. there is one reason...wanna know why? all well. you already know anyway. but i dont wanna say it. im trying to lay offa it. so. my favorite class is both the johnsons. cause of course they rock! lol. i think im really gonna like yearbook once i get over the stress of selling the ads. and i will be happy with broadcasting once i get my few games taped. i love that he has a couch in his class...its sooo my couch...lol my hardest class is probably algebra 2 but the most annoying is my biology. it SuCKS! bell to bell....blah blah blah. and world civ is just waaaay too crowded! i cant get over it. theres not even enough seats. what happend to our school? its so crowded that you cant even get to your locker without like walking up the wrong side of the hallway and then turning around and following the traffic. it sounds like im talking about cars..lol theresa lost her glasses the day after i lost whitneys cell phone. but theresa found whitneys cell phone fer me in mr johnsons couch cusions(bad thing about couches...you can loose stuff in them). but theresa cant see anymore:( i dont think she even knows when shes gonna get her new ones. she orderd them today though. dang im typing without looking at the keyboard i feel loved..lol well i really acually feel accomplished...not loved. but whatever. daNg iM geTtiNg TiReD oF tYpInG...So ByE BYe FeR NoW!
 
CoNfuSeD
08.20.05 (8:24 am)   [edit]
So0o0o. today is another glorious day..lol. im talkin to theresa and casey right now. Speakin of casey NEMO DIED! poor fishy. but last time i went over there the water was so dirty you couldnt even see the fishes in it. shes so lazy. i mean. you think she would care about her fishies ya know? allw ell though...her fishes not mine. DaNg im bored. ive been wantin to talk to my LoVa but he aint been on. i hope hes not upset about us losing. i hate it when hes mad. anyways. im bored so ima go but im sure there will be several other boredom posts today. oh yea...NaTe iS GoNe! aHHH! im gonna absolutely die without him :( hes like my guy best friend. all well. :'(
 
iM BaaaaCk!
08.19.05 (4:12 pm)   [edit]
well. this is my second entry. its fun here! lol. dangit im bored...one thing you should know about me is that i say im bored alot..yepp. i definately do. and i talk about random things alot. thats life...so. today i had my 4th day of school. and it was by far better then the other 3! i wasnt confused today. i didnt loose anyones cell phones. me and stephen had like our first real conversation when we were face to face and i didnt have volleyball practice to think about all day! so that was all good. man tonight casey was appose to come over and spend the night but she aint no more for some reason or another. well...thats that. all well. she aint been here for me for like ever. i guess half of that is really my fault. but i dont feel like sharing everything with her. she sure as heck dont with me. theresa's been a great friend lately though. me and her have grown alot closer! im happy :) daNg im boReD! anyway about the whole stephen thing...wow. i dont really have any clue yet. so lets go through this and try to come to a conclusion...okay. i definately like him. hes sweet, funny, hott, nice and his family loves me! buT...he said that he wouldnt stay with someone over a year if they hadnt had sex. he wont talk about God with me, it might make casey and me get rocky. i know i know...no guys before friends. but if casey keeps on everyone will be her ex and im not gonna just sit there ya know? and heck...how many people come along likin me? but i took this quiz and you had to write the first names you could think of down and it told you what it meant when you put a certain persons name in the spot you put it in...i know confusing...but it said he was the one i like but wont work out with. i was like dang this thing is true..lol but yea. we both like each other but havent oppenly admitted it yet. thats okay though. i dont know what i would do if we did yet. lol. but oh my gosh everytime i think about him i just get butterflys...i just got em thinkin about thinkin about him...haha. and it feels like its a good thing...wow. look at me ramblin on about him. all well. new subject..lol. volleyball...im not really all that great but my hitting is looking up and my serves go over almolst all of the time besides the first serve of the day...that always sucks....of course its underhand. but hey...we cant all be strong, or tall, or coordinated..lol. but my first love is definately tennis. i dont think i could live without it. i love it! man im bored now. i know stephen wont get on. but im still here just in case. i wonder who won...he plays football. i hope we did! MaN o MaN iM BiZoReD. lol. i think that im NuTs but thats okay. most people wont admit to it. i dont care..lol. stephen always gets on the net at night just to talk to me. during the summer we would literally stay on all day and just sit there and talk. it rocked. i took advantage of it then. i didnt really like him back then though. well im ramblin. ive talked about stephen waaaay too much today. im not obsessed but by reading that you would think that i am. wow. i really aint. so im stoppin now..lol. TtYL! <3 LiSa MaRie>
 
hey hey hey!
08.19.05 (3:25 pm)   [edit]
Hey wOrlD! This is lisa and im here for my first time. i love the site and everything about it so far!! im really glad i found a blog site that is so customizable and all. well ill talk more once ive tooken a looksie around!